Hahaha, Suckers!

Hey.
It's been awhile, I've missed you. How're things? Yeah? That's pretty cool, sounds exciting. Yeah, yeah. Oh, you're too much.

Me? Oh, not a lot. I've just been workin', gettin' by. You know, the usual. New things? Hmm, let me see...
OH, I got a manager today. The contract checks out. I'm working on a web-series and getting my last voucher. (I did get the others through background work, how'd you know?). I'll be union soon, and working real gigs.

Don't worry about my head getting big, I've a long way to go.

Talk to you soon.

The people that I'm with are good.
The place I live in is great.
The way my life is forming is encouraging.


I have no idea what I'm doing, and today was fairly discouraging. BUT tomorrow has promise and I'd like to belive that I'm drawing the positive toward me. Affirmative thoughts. Whatever that means. I will get repp'd before the 21st of March. I will meet up w. Danny (or Donald) soon.

I just wish I hadn't missed tonight. Danny Pudi personally (although drunkenly) invited me out to see him at Upstanding Citizen's Brigade but I didn't make it due to traffic. DUMB. and completely frustrating. I should focus on better things, I focus on bad and it bites me in the ass. I'm done. My ass is sore and it's not fun anymore.

Sunday (dodging the oscar traffic) I'll see "shitty jobs" at UCB and hopefully fix this mess.

WAKE UP!

I don't mean to shout, but I feel it's terribly important. I don't know the words right now, to properly express what's going on in my head, much less in the world, so do me a favor will you?

Look around. Watch the news (not Fox, please God, not Fox). Read an article. Listen to news radio.

Do you see what's happening to us? We're sinking and fast. Obama got on his twitter account (I know, right?) today and said "It's up to you to show that you care too much about this country to let it fall backward." And he's right. It is up to us, but we've a long, narrow road ahead of us. I can't help but feel all my pride slipping away. It's hard to be a happy (much less proud) American these days. What have we to be proud of?
Two, long unsuccessful wars
Young people saddled with the debt of education
A mess of a health care system
an endangered middle class (and a steadily growing lower).
Banks blatently robbing individuals
Housing, unemployment, pollution, debt, class warfare, commercialized politics...

I could go on, but I'll spare the space.

My point (and I do have one) is this:
We need to start paying attention. We need to start taking action. We need to start giving a shit. We need to be educated. We need to remind the govt why they're here.
We need a revolution

Now, I'm not talking about burning down the banks or taking out the leaders. Just, pay attention. Just join a cause. Support something. The whole world is in chaos and America is paving the way (or rather stumpling like a drunk down it's own path)

motherjones.com
bradleymanning.org
moveon.org

And, please, remember: (on revolution) "whenever any form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or abolish it" - Declaration of Independence

"I made mistakes, like everybody else, but instead of getting over it, I can't forgive myself."

How unfortunate.

This year:

register the Lincoln, drive like a PimpKing
More yoga. We want long lean muscles (and thighs that do not touch)

Better diet- sorry booze, but this means you. I know, we've had such a long, meaningful history together and I'm sorry, but this is how it has to be. You know I'll always love you, I just can't be with you right now. We're no good for each other. You know I'm not lying. I can go on without you as long as I know you'll always take me back. I'll miss you, Whiskey.

Get a-mothafuckin-agent. Not a literal 'mothafuckin' one persay, but I'm openminded.
I want abs like Ellen Page in 'Hard Candy'
No excuses, get up, let go, live it.